Dear God, I’ve been avoiding thinking about Nancy and how she’s gone now. I don’t know quite how to miss her. I have this vague ache inside of me. I guess I’ve been trying to like someone else rather than miss Nancy. God, I loved her so much. Why couldn’t I keep her and love…
April 29, 1994
Dear God, Last night I got together with J. and N. L. We had a good time talking about lots of stuff. It’s neat what you are doing in their lives. I am glad that you are giving their ministry a chance to expand and grow. I hope that the poster that I’m doing for…
April 28, 1994
Father, Thank you for today. There is a quiet, sad emptiness in me. It always seems to be there to some degree or another. Sometimes I want to fill that with anyone–anyone who would be there to be held and to understand. The understanding is important. The communion that Nancy and I had was exquisite.…
April 26, 1994
April 26, 1994 Dear God, Thank you for the blessing that you poured out on me. Yesterday you provided the job at Lazerquik for me–full time plus benefits and bonuses. J. the manager can really sympathize with the situation that I am in now. He came through a hard time and started at Lazerquick when…